Happy Tuesday, friends! I’m trying to get into a Tuesday/Thursday/Saturday publishing cycle, instead of posting at random times throughout the week. This is the second post in that effort.
Do you have your people? The ones who help you reset and keep things in perspective? Over the weekend I went to my first narcolepsy support group meeting since moving to CT and it gave me a renewed sense of hope and community. There were folks at the meeting who were diagnosed just this month, after decades of confusion and questioning. I remember 10 months ago when that was me and for the first time in years I felt like I had a future.
Support groups can be lifesavers for many following their diagnosis day. My diagnosis day was a day of celebration but the elation was soon followed by anger, grief, and a sense of loss. Not to mention complete overwhelm as my doctor gave me information about possible therapies which led to a dark research spiral into the bowels of the internet. I had so many questions about, really, EVERYTHING, and I was lucky to be able to meet other people with narcolepsy face-to-face within two months of my diagnosis to dig into all of the things that I wanted to know. That first support group meeting was filled with compassion, hugs, and so many tears. The people who sat around the table were fighting the same fight and we finished each others sentences. I felt safe and I felt SEEN. I felt worthy, and I knew that these people believed me.
No matter where you are on your journey – diagnosed, undiagnosed, chronic or acute illness – this is your weekly reminder that you are worthy and deserving of connection. The diagnosis journeys that so many of us are on can take a serious toll on our sense of self worth and on our sense of belonging. The medical profession has a lot of work to do when it comes to listening to patients’ stories and trusting what we know about our own bodies. It feels HORRIBLE when the doctor reads your test results and exclaims that “you are perfectly healthy, there’s nowhere else to go from here.”
Regardless of how your most recent doctor visit went, you are fabulous, you are worthy, you are deserving. And I believe you.
I know that not everybody has the opportunity to meet with a support group face-to-face. Good thing there are alternatives! I love this article about social media as therapy, written by my friend Elle on her website www.falling-asleep.com. Below are links to a few other websites that have resources for those with narcolepsy and other chronic illness.
Visit the Resources page for more ideas. Note that you might see diminishing returns to your investment in support communities. This is a thoughtful article on the possible downsides of support groups.
These recommendations are not meant to substitute for care from a licensed physician and/or therapist and for medication.